my life

crazy as it may sound, my desires get the best of me and then they punish me because i had pushed myself too far. well thats if there is anything of that sort. I once asked myself if desire was enough to override my love, my life. i could not answer at that point in time though .

whew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  it has always being the pounding of my heart that tell me, "why you going too fast, you better slow down" 

so much in a hurry to jump out onto the next adventure, my chest expands and tries to give me a head-start where my heart is concerned. hectic but there is no one to complain to.

my desire engulfs me once again. i fail to see my love, my life. several moments pass me by, the clock ticks, my palpitating heart almost bursts out.

my life laid forth

my desires all a myth

a myth because it seemed all non-existent

my treasure

always guided my my twisted desire

my work

always motivated by my desire

my enthusiasm

always sparked by my desire

perhaps its time i sought 

sought for something much more

than my desire

probably love

that will encompass me

fill my gaping hole

fish me out of the storms

perhaps it would bed me

full of cushion

massage my aches

its all for a moment???

perhaps not

for it lasts

as it is genuine

pricks are bound to come

yea! but what is without it

hurts and wounds

but the licking process is not over

the time is come for my desires to flourish perhaps into love and make my love be my life. to be filled with the treasures of it all and lie in its pricks and comfort.

#boatenmaa#